its all a mess

"i feel like im being taken advantage of" screamed my mother as soon as i got home from picking my cell phone up from chelsea. Chel needs me in more ways than anyone would know. i need her too. my mother cant understand that, i cant' explain it too her. Bart and Logan treat her like shit, telling her they will do things but they never do it. She has her feelings hurt she says and cant take it much longer. i know logan is being a bitch to her, she always is, has no respect. Bart just sneaks around her and has his ways of dealing with her, me well, im there for dinner with her almost everynight, i tell im going to do things and i eventually do them. but now my cell phone is gone for the summer, wow is she pissed or what, and i don't any money to spend so i can't go climbing or buy anything, this summer is ending up sorta bad. and poor, poor chelsea, i feel so bad for her, alone with out me for the weekend and the mall was for us today, i wish i could go back and not give her the cell phone i want to so much but something was telling me no. but i did it anyway, its my fault not hers for wanting it. "we all want what we cant have, and bad things happen to those who get that which they cant have" this house is a mess, im gonna start with myself and then my room.